TotallyGurlish

Totally Gurlish

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I heal, I break by TotallyGurlish, literature

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I heal, I break

I've been meaning to write a poem about the last journal I've added, so here it is =D. I heal. It's time for me to heal and Fight the temptation to think of you Again. I heal, as I turn the page again So I can no longer feel you in my head. It's time for me to end this miserable Story. I heal. It's time for me to kill The hope I should no longer feel. I die again as I kill those lingering moments. I heal again, as I break again. I live, because I die again. I cry as I Try to laugh again. I see your face And break again. It's time for me to heal again. I've got to heal, because I know I'll break again. I heal. I break.

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My Abuser by TotallyGurlish, literature

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My Abuser

You break my heart like a cup made of glass and I'm shattered all over the place. And I love it. Stabbing me over and over again. And I never complain. You're my abuser. My heaven, the hell that never stops from burning me from deep within. You play me like a toy. You're the child that never tires. You play, you break and laugh like you never did before. You're my abuser. You're the rain on my lost thirsty oasis. You're the fire that burns the world and destroys it. You torture me and I never fight back. You're my abuser.

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Maddened by TotallyGurlish, literature

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Maddened

A Confused soul Hair disheveled in the most sorrowful way. I'm pleading to the moon to stop the pain I feel. I cribble down a note to remind me of who I was. I try hard to remember the time you told me you loved me. Do you still feel this way? Do I really care if you do? I crumble down my rage, I try to forget you. I try to forget the pain you're causing me. Such peircing pain. Cuts through me like a rusting knife. with sweaty hands I break my pen to millions of pieces. I laugh. I'd gone mad. I really don't care if you love me still. Or do I? =-=-=-=- Break and Bleed I break, I bleed, I close my eyes and wonder. Do you l

Despair Shall never Fade Away by TotallyGurlish, literature

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Despair Shall never Fade Away

A field of burnt ashes, Sprang to life, watched by what seems like a faceless monster. A cloud swarming to an unknown land. A land of broken dreams and hopeless promises that never existed. A lonely tulip turning to ashes. Burning, dying of unbearble pain. Could it be the end? A solemn wind cuts through the vains of the faceless monester. Death is close, yet so far away. Fire burns. It never stops. It has no mercy. It's heartless. It burns and doesn't feel regret. The light of dawn fills the field, breaths a sigh full of sorrow. Misery shall never end. Torture shall never stop. The faceless monster is in pain, w

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About TotallyGurlish

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United Arab Emirates
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: my own imagination
Favourite genre of music: Depends on my mood
MP3 player of choice: my ipod :D:D:D
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Homer simpson
Personal Quote: Oh crap

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reading, Music, drawing, poetry

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TotallyGurlish

Dec 14, 2009

Wow

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wow.. look at this place *clears some cobwebs* So many things have happened in the last year and err.. *counts* seven months.. wow! What have I been up to?? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell *giggles* I've gotten married (laugh all you want) how did that happen?? I have no freakin clue! I'm back to school.. grad school It has been such a blissful year! except for my icky yucky job.. I don't like it! I still hate it.. I don't even know why am I still here! nobody wants to hire me.. 7laileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Did I start writing again? sorta.. i'm picking up from where it all ended so we'll see Missed every bodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

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TotallyGurlish

May 10, 2008

Birthday girl.. woohooooo

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Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewaaaaaa! whatever that is.. that's a thing my nephew says LOL so i'm the birthday girl today :dance: yey.. or is it a yey? :confused: hmmph.. i wonder!! I wouldn't be this cheerful same day NEXT YEAR! *groans*

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TotallyGurlish

May 6, 2008

Random.. and asking for help... help..

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let it raaaaaaaaaaaaaaain let it rain! so i was driving to work and suddenly big drops of water were falling from the sky :rofl: well at first i thought.. eeeeeeeew that dirty car in front of me has a leaking problem.. but for some reason.. there was no car.. LOL so it was raining.. :giggle: how weird of me.. god i'm weird okay.. see i have loooooooooooooooooots of things to do.. my brain is crowded, i had a fight on thursday.. I need to rearrange things, redecorate my room, install a sound system in there blah blah blah and guess what... i'm ecstatic.. for some reason i feel gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd!! LOL oh hey! does anybody know where can